Hi there!

Hi there!

Preeti this side. This is the first time I am writing on the Internet. There’s no specific reason for it. Just that I want some place to write about what is going on in my mind and how I feel. I don’t know if this is the right place but yeah here I am. Anyway, starting again, I am Preeti Das and just graduated with a Master’s in Computer Science from George Washington University.

I haven’t seen my parents in 2 years, because they are in India and I am in United States. I miss them so much, I miss living with them. There was one time when I used to tell them that I’ll leave home soon and not talk to you. Now I regret saying that so much. I wish I could just go home and hug them. Now here I am just longing for their touch.

I am studying and looking for jobs. I know the sooner I get something life is going to be easier, but I have lost that motivation to work hard and do it. Even though I know I have to do, still I am not able to do. I know I’m not putting 100% effort, let alone 200% and I feel so guilty about it, still I’m not being able to do it. I am stuck in a loop.

I know I have the capability and I’ll do something. Love you maa baba.

Love, me.