Sometime its blank and sometime it is heavy and sometime boring.

Seeking Beauty In Imperfection. Empty Road. Long Journey.

Sitting in home.

With all things around you but still feeling the sense of voidness.

At times feels like I got struck between two sides unmanagable.

Unexpressed feelings. Connecting the dots.

Sometimes heaviness in my breath.

One month to go for my baby shower, but the feelings are pestering me like a worm gonna turn to a butterfly.

The feeling of missing parents and the feel of missing husband when I am with my parents.

Can’t able to hold them in one place together.

Even though it is possible it is better to stay long way than nearby.

Hindrance at times

Feeling pessimistic otherwise optimistic

Emotions are no longer stable

Cravings happen

Random thoughts hits

Will I be able to manage it

Will I be a good parent to my kid

Will I be able to do vaginal delivery or c-section

Questions haunts me without answers left blank

May be only time will tell the answer as it passes by

As long as I and baby are in good shape

All the undergoing are worth it to hold the little onein my hands close to my breast

Giving the warmth I ever craved for

This kid will bring fire and blossom to our life

Mixture of thoughts

Mixture of emotions

All piled up one by one

Working husband

Sometimes the emotions are raw and ruthless

Something cannot be disclosed

Feeling vibe of emotions

Missing both our parents

In exchange of a foreign life

Chasing money and losing grip with relations.