Channeling Spirit in Automatic Writing at Hocking Hills and Hape #5

Channeling Spirit in Automatic Writing at Hocking Hills and Hape #5

At retreat last week we were asked to take our new journals and write a letter to God/Universe/Spirit/Mother Earth. Just write.

The room of exhilarated women, freshly meditated, sound bowl healed, bellies full from an elaborate spread of amazing food wound up sobbing and heavy from our letters. What came out in mine was a lot of confusion, a lot- like LOTTTT- of despair over work and who I work with, and then pages of gratitude.

A few of us shared. Most sat silently. There was a distinct feeling in the room that we were all shocked by what came up when we wrote to God and spilled it.

The next day we hiked to a secret hidden cove in Hocking Hills with a trickling water fall, a backpack with our lunch, our journals and yoga mats.

Our assignment on this beautiful day in this arresting, earthy spot was to channel the answers to our letters all by ourselves.

I openly admit I was anxious about this. Self doubt rushed into me.

We were led through a meditation. We each tucked away into our part of the cave or the area surrounding, listening to the waterfall splashing, and channeled.

I closed my eyes and took a breath, I let my eyes blur and I let my pen go. The words came quickly, I wrote messily as they came faster.

Here is what I received:

“Dear Megan, Daughter mother wife woman, all that is and all that will ever be:

I am here. I am with you and in you and for you and not against you. I’m here. Feel me in the cool earth under your feet, see me in the eyes looking back at you in the mirror. A hand caressing your chin, cupping it and telling you all the love there is for you.

We are all here and you are here with us and we are here as 1. You are the 1. Let it all in. The light can fill you and teach you and open you in the ways you need now. You are the truth inside. Feel that rick against your toe- the wall to support you or uphold you or trip you depending on how you perceive it. Perceive in a positive way. Perceive all things in and as love. All things in love- love inside you that you hold. And as love, the love I/We have for you. Together the loves do it all as one.

Work. You are not your work. Your work is not you. Your work is a time and a place and people. It does not define your presence but it is affecting your presence in the moment. Be present. Change the vibe. The love you feel in those moments. Connect yourself to us and to you and to it all and remember the love and move forward in it. Let the old and the rest fall away. Into the ground. Picture it. Picture it falling into the ground to be soaked in and lit up and loved and m,over back out as freshness and light. Release all of that into the ground every time.

Bring your thoughts back. Center. Center love. Center. Let that which doesn’t align fall aside. It does not define you. You are one. You are Us. We are You. You are love. Live in that love. Center. Remember your foot on that rock- it can boost you higher or you can slip off or stumble. It is how you perceive it and how you move from it and into the next. Yes- take a picture to remember this later”

“Keep that light burning inside. Look for it and remember you are us and we are you and you are ONE.

Release.”

I was stunned when I reread through it all.

We sat with Hape’ after this and it was probably the most amazing experience I have had yet with it. I was not me as this physical body, but I was my spirit and I was ageless and timeless and I was a Native American woman again and I was accepting all of the insight and reminders and wisdom from all of the Universe and my connection to it and with it and through it. I was beautiful and powerful and peaceful and my heart and my spirit were so big. And I was flying again, Always I feel like I am flying with Hape’ and I grabbed handfuls of dirt to ground myself and put those dirty hands on my arms, my stomach, my face. Feeling this body I am living in. I reached out and grabbed something from the ground in front of me. I felt it in my fingers and moved it to my heart space, scraping my chest over my heart space to clear out the energetic blockages and allow the light in. I did the same to my forehead in my 3rd eye space.

The words came to me then.

I wrote:

“The exact right things

The exact right places

The exact right people

The exact right love”

I heard the waterfall so loud and also so far and I opened my eyes. Looked down at what was in my hand and smiled knowingly and happily surprised but not surprised that the rock in my hand was the shape of an arrowhead.

I stood up and walked to the waterfall and walked through it. Twice. Letting the chill and shock take my breath away. Feeling so fucking. WHOLE inside and at ONE with all I have been and who I am now. I heard someone encourage me. I walked back to my mat and pulled my blanket from my bag and wrapped it around my shoulders and sat. So full and so complete.

“J” came over to me and told me my eyes were now green.

Our next assignment was to write our own Mantra using the answers we received. One day I will have mine as art on my wall. I can see what it will look like clearly in my mind.

Perceive all things in- and as — Love.

What a beautiful reminder. Recognize that things happen for a reason and for the greater good and have faith that everything will work out exactly as it is supposed to and believe it is all for YOUR greater good.

I have so much love in me reliving last weekend here in words for you to read. I hope it helps you or someone you know. I hope to hear from you and your experiences.

Thank you for reading. <3