From Zero — Hundred

Bit about myself

I’ve always wanted success, but never wanted to work about it.Let me explain when I was extremely young everything was kind of easy for me. So I slipped into this habit of not trying hard at things and became lazy, so lazy I didn’t care for anything around me. Like not cleaning my room and getting yelled at I didn’t care, not doing my homework and getting in trouble in school I didn’t care, not caring what I ate, rejecting my cultural food, and opting for McDonald’s instead I just didn’t care this went all the way through till college and I would challenge myself at all. I was in this spiteful angry self-destruction way of thinking. Until I realized I’m going to be working a 30,000-dollar year miserable job and then die. (I AM NOT A DOCTOR THIS IS NOT MEDICAL ADVICE) I went on a water fast for 5 days, yes just water no salt nothing. Besides losing a lot of fat my allergies went away, as well as clarity in the way I think it’s as if the meter went from negative to positive quickly my skin looked great, I was happy finally, and I had more purpose in my life. Which was great but it didn’t fix everything it made me hyper-aware of my issues, so I took up meditation and that gave me clarity. As good as all this was it wasn’t the fix my life needed. So after not wanting to try it, I started waking up a 6 AM Every morning, I would get up open the blinds make my bed, clean whatever is messy in my room stretch for ten minutes practice gratitude Meditate, wash up work out, and by 7:20 AM I would write in my journal how I want to plan my day. What tasks etc. etc. complete my day before I go to bed practice gratitude again write down how my day went versus how I planned it and do this for a few days and see what patterns would be there either tough it out and make the time or adjust it. Depending on what would be going on that week I would up my mediations to twice a day or not.

How it is with my life

This is great for me I take 21 credits at school, I am part of Student Government, I am head of the PR Committee I am a Computer Science Major so everything UX and Design-wise I’ve had to learn on the side I do UX Freelance as well and am doing side project by myself and looking for an internship, I am extremely hungry. For me waking at 6 AM as well as meditating journaling has made a huge difference in my productivity and life, I get more respect from everyone as well as it has given me a no bs attitude. I feel fantastic and I’ll update you on how I’m doing by May.