Pale Blue Dot

I’m nothing… my problem is nothing.

rather than this entire universe or knowing that everything goes well even without me here

so insignificant, I can feel myself slowly numbing my heart and senses while searching for approvement to the world

I asked a tree, it stays beautiful I asked the moon, and then the blue sky swallow it. I see no points now in everything It’s pretty but fragile and

it started to look more and more like a fog

It’s… actually not that bad, I eat a good food, have good friends, stay with sweet family have a little gift from stranger everyday. Like dandelions

it just that… when I can’t find the reason why I should live this life energy will slowly leaving me, slipping away

and then, all the sweet small things I do everyday will be heavier and all the colorful things blend into monochromes,

that’s all happen when my mind is busy with looping of “should I” without any question mark.