IGNORANT SMALL THINGS , WHICH MATTERS

IGNORANT SMALL THINGS , WHICH MATTERS

This is not about you , it has always been about how you see the world, are you seeing it through the lense which society gave you since your childhood? or the way you want to see it, are you even looking at it how it actually is? or are you just acting to see ?

small thing that mattered to me :

my second semester break started and I was not so happy about it , beacause I had became habitual of being around my classmates and social circles but also was exhausted beign around them living like I love it , there was alwasy a feeling of emptiness, are these all things that I like and want to have, do I really want them or just acting to like them .Even at my home I was there in collage, in my head, in my thoughts. These thoughts were eating me from inside , and then one day a honey bee came into my gallery to drink water ,I got scared run away from it but it did not hurt me. It just peacefully drink water and get away.

This bee came again next day and keep coming to drink water, it never hurt me nor I Hurt it , some how we became great company to each other without any human communication , I started to like this bee coming to drink water in my gallery. I thought that I would see the bee around me for a long time but unfortunately it did not happend.

A lady in my house also seeing this bee daily but in a diferent way , like a threat then one day in fear she killed the bee. When I got to know it , I just do not know why but it made me feel sad. I could not see this bee anymore because it is not in this world anymore. This tolds, we can not hold on to anything in the world we think we can, and alwasys try to hold things forever. The greatest holding is to hold the free mind which do not seek to hold anything.

The way this bee came into my life to tell me to be clam and to enjoy small and beatifull things of nature and world, To tell to see the world the way I choose ,not how society told me or feed it in my head. we all are empty inside, we dont need empty people to feel, we need something which can fill this emptiness.It can be fill only when you can diffrentiate between what you actually want or what society told you to want. You can fill it by only seeing samll ignorant things in your life which matters. NO one can see these small things better then you in your story.