Unspoken Apologies

How should I tell him that I didn’t intend to hurt him and that I have been thinking about him😢. What ever i said I didn’t mean to hurt him.😭💔 i have been thinking about what ever he said and i feel uneasy 😔and angry at my self, i cant stop thinking about him at all. Every time i saw him i felt ☺️happy. How do i tell him that i😫I didnt mean 😞to hurt him, it just i Wasnt sure about everything and i felt that he is just playing with my feelings. 💔How do i tell him that i really like him, but dont have the courage to tell him that i do. Konstant aching in my heart. 😫I do know that i like him i do , and i cant get him out of my mind 🥺. Im just coward to say it. I know he must be thinking what courage i have to text him back after all the times i ignored him😪. Im so sorryyy🥹i just didnt mean to hurt him like that. I just wanna tell him that he a Nice and great guy there is nothing wrong with him hes perfect, its just me. 💔.im not saying that so that he should let go everything and forgive me . But just want to tell him that he. deserve better 😭, and its not his falt so he doesnt have to blame himself , that he is the problem . I really hope he reads this message 😞, im so sorryyy . I just cant get u out of my min

Take care 💔🥹😭❤️

NB! My vocabulary might not be up to ur expectaion but please bear with me 🫶🏽