chaotic

have you ever fallen for someone you’ve never met before?

i guess if there were a title that could be describe my day today, it would be “exile”

yep, i think this happened because my own expectation. maybe god send this as a reminder for me to focus on myself, but instead i chose to like someone new whom i haven’t even met yet

“i think i’ve seen this film before, and i didn’t like the ending”

it truly described my feelings. why did i tell a strangers such personal things? if i were him, i would probably feel uncomfortable too. i’m not trying to justify myself, but i have a reason to let him find someone else

today, 20/4/26, i had a schedule for an ielts writing task 1 course. i intentionally sat in front of my tutor. i deliberately left my glasses in my dorm because i feel too distracted when i sit in the same place every day. after the course, i went swimming. at that time, i hoped i could relax before my next class. sadly, it didn’t work

i’m scared that something i did before might have hurt someone’s feelings. i’ve already apologized, but it felt like it just passed by like the wind. i hope he continues to be happy