I’m really weird

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I didn’t know how to react at the time. I feel useless whenever I’m doing nothing when I see everyone doing something, “What should I do?” “How can I help?” Those questions always linger inside my head that sometimes I feel like it’s becoming too much already.

“I’m sorry for seeking out too much” I’ve always wanted to say that but someone told me that apologizing is a sign of weakness but it’s funny because I always say it.

Sometimes I want to feel wanted that even If I overworked myself I’ll smile and say I’m fine because that’s how I show my gratitude because they needed me, they wanted me to be there for them. Yet, I overdue it and told that I was an attention seeker. I wanted to help but I guess some just take it the other way around.

Life is really confusing sometimes — no it always confuses us because you plan this and that but it always goes the other way around.

I’m really weird because I feel stuff that no other people feel but I guess that’s how I’m just made — a weird, overworked, and a people pleaser person. I’m proud of me though because I get to help until now.

To those who seek validation in anything, I’m proud of you, Sweetie! I’m sure it was tough but it’s always okay to rest.