love is love

i’m born in a religious family and i go to religious school from kindergarten until junior high school. when i was in elementary school, my islamic teacher bring up lgbtq+ he say that it is disgusting, filthy, and god will never make them go to heaven. “they are sinner” he said and then my friend started to make disgusted face and noises, my teacher laugh, and i started making disgusted face too. i started to hate lgbtq+, i used to think that they are disgusting. fast forward 3 years later when i was in 9th grade i was just scrooling youtube and i saw gay series, i kind of interested and then i just click that video and watching them but back then i just can not stand them, so i stop. later i downloaded twitter and i just realized everything, i was wrong. i could not forgive myself until now. i realized that lgbtq+ is not disgusting its the opposite. it is beautiful that you can choose whoever you love either they are man, woman, or trans. queer make me realized that there is no rule to love. and if you ask me now how i see them i’d say that they are beautiful, i’d say that god will never punish someone just because the gender they choose to love, i’d say that god love us equally, i’d say that they are not disgusting, they are perfect, and there is nothing with them. i’m sorry, sorry for being judgemental. i’m really really sorry.