Magic lost? How tragic!

In this brief moment, I felt so deeply alive… so much in sync.

Pta hai jab job nahi thi, itna kuch karna tha… roz to do lists banti thi. Content bhi banana tha, startup bhi grow karna tha, bacho ko padhana tha…. sab kuch kar lena tha. Some days it felt tiring, but most of the days I felt so alive. There was a different kind of rush I felt throughtout the day to get things done.

Ab job hai, touchwood bahot achi job hai. I am really enjoying it. I am performing well too. But vo spark, that magic, it’s getting faded. Toh wahi sochti hu ki kaise firse jagau vo spark, vo magic?

Toh basics se start karte hai. Instagram kam use karte hai. Real world mein rehne ka try karte hai. Real logo se baat karne ka try karte hai (ufff most difficult), workout karte hai….. vo chizo ke liye time nikalte hai that make me feel alive…. like painting, like writing, like walking, like cleaning :)

Aaj firse to do list banate hai…. not of the most productive things, but of all the things that can make me feel alive again…. things that’ll help bring that spark, that joy back into this otherwise perfect life 💖

Coz that’s how life’s meant to be lived right? Bas maza aana chahiye :)

So umeed hai ki aap jo yeh padh rahe hai vo bhi apni life mein maze kar rahe ho. I hope the magic stays alive :)

Naina 🌻