P.S. You Understood (Almost) Perfectly.

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Hi, Joshua.

How was these past days treated you? I pray for them to be gentle and can brings quiet joy near you all the time. Since an almost-long-time ago, some thoughts had my head filled with loud questions yet some kind of gratefulness.

Jo, I don’t know wether you love sweet letters, or those similiar to it. I can’t write as beautiful as others did, I can’t express myself that well, but let’s hope you will understand what I wrote in this messy pages(lol).

You know what, thanks for being one of a kind. Your presence really mean something to me. The way you replied to my random thoughts, when we bullied each other, even when we’re having (lowkey, random) deep conversations. I just wanted you to know that, you made me feel heard, and feel seen.

It was all came without force, just — felt natural. Soft. Like a gentle whisper.

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There’s a quote that says ‘Everyone has their own language, that’s why in this world, the basic reason of why human misunderstood others is because of they sometimes didn’t understand the language someone used’.

And as it went this far, I can accept it, that you were indeed understood my language. I wondered, there are lots of someone I met, and most of them can’t totally understood mine, and neither I. They leave me questioning a lot of why. Until I talked to you.

Oh, I hope you can see yourself the way I do. There’s no idea how much I adore our friendships. And if I was be able to tell the stars about us, I’d definitely have done it since the long time ago.

You paint something new for me, and I love it.

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Jo, bet you already knew that I was such a bubbly person. I yap too much, I often disturb you, and I’m so sorry for that. Sorry if I was such a yapper, wasn’t I? (Hehe).

I feel relieved and very grateful to God, ─ and to us, to have crossed our paths in this only lifetime.

Well, i don’t know what would we be for the further more. Would it end up with good or bad? I mean, let’s just cherish this present and forget the future for a moment.

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Jo, from this pages of joy, in your own life, at least I got to tell you how I felt.

At least you got to see yourself from the way I do..

At least you know you deserved all of these things, and those good things around..

At least you let me entering your life for once in your lifetime..

At least now you know how matters you are.

۫ ׅ ⟢

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.☘︎ ݁˖ P.S. I cherish us, i adore us. Thanks for being us =)