My 30s, AI, Wars and Some Other Bullsh*t

I got laid off from the job that I almost detested, and I got laid off because my management thought that AI is a better worker than I am. The thing is — I do believe AI is a better worker than I am, what I don’t believe in is that AI is a better thinker than anyone is… However I am here to speak about myself.

So when I was replaced by AI, this is when I decided to start writing. And to start writing in the age of AI-generated fake texts and thoughts, is quite strange, I find. It’s quite strange and also courageous.

Anyway, I am a woman in my 30s with something, already divorced, unapologetically unemployed with no prospect of finding a new job in the nearest future, broke and depressed. I once captioned my instagram post as “I have green eyes and all types of anxiety”. I think that would be the summary of my current state.

I am in a complicated relationship (aren’t all relationships complicated nowadays?) I have a dog, who is basically owned by my ex-husband, who is a cat lover, because I am broke and homeless. Well, I live with my mom, who is of course allergic to dogs.

Speaking of my mom. I have to dedicate a special article to her, because she deserves full attention. However as we speak of me, let’s also speak of my background and roots, let’s say. My mom is a musician, so was her ex-husband, who turned out to be not my father eventually. Well, when it turned out that I have my biological father , it also turned out that he is an artist, a painter. You might think that I could inherit any of the talents, right? Well, what I actually inherited is “daddy issues”, abandonment and other traumas and also allergies.

I move around a lot, as I mentioned I am in my 30s, still in search of self and goals. I change cities, countries and continents, families and people, still looking for the “home”. My actual home is in a god- forgotten country (that’s what the Western World would say), constantly involved in the wars. I have learnt that peace, whether it’s your own or the country’s you live in, or the world’s, paradoxically enough, it is something you have to fight for.

I am going to write a lot about myself and my surroundings. I never get bored and I have a very specific sense of humor, so you won’t get bored either. So keep reading my stories. Stay in touch!

Best,

Shushtalks