4 A.M

The world was asleep

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4 A.M

You were on the train

And I was whispering your name

like a sacred prayer

into the phone

In the darkness of my room

On my own

All the people were asleep

But I was hiding behind the doors

Hoping to hear your voice

Trying to lock it in the safest drawers

But now it is flickering away like noise

I have forgotten how it felt

To hear my name from your lips

Did my heart skipped a beat?

Every time your lips parted to call out for me

Was it like a crease to my heart?

My name sounded like a poetry to you?

Did your voice turned soft?

When you called?

Oh, I forgot!

Your voice, I forgot, my love!

I want it back. . .

I am longing for your sweet words

Call me. . .

Forgive me. . .

4 A.M

Laying on my bed

Grining eye to eye

talking to you

beautiful then the stars in the sky

Hearing you

mimick the voice of the station announcer

And I knew I was a goner

And I knew it was a dangerous game

Still I bet on it and played

Oh, I lost!

Oh, I fell on my face and broke my bones!

Oh, I was so, so wrong!

Oh, I lost!

4 A.M

The world was sleeping

You were on the train

My world was wide awake

I was terrified that if I fell asleep

You will dissappear

Leaving me here, all alone

I wanted all of you

For myself

I was selfish and greedy

To latch on the love of a stranger

Who was never mine

And it was just a matter of time

My cheeks are soaked

I am mourning

I am recalling

But it pains me, a lot

It pains me so I should stop

I have to. . .

My lost love

It’s 4 A.M again

and my cheeks are soaked

I cannot do this anymore

Oh, I have lost

Oh, I have lost