Pouring it out

Sometimes, I wonder why and how people choose to manipulate/ suppress the other person, I am not even sure what right words should I choose for this feeling. I just want to break this vicious cycle of stereotype. What exactly in it? everything and anything- no I am not a feminist. I am a simple person want to and trying to live while balancing between personality of someone who love to stand with women/empower them but without being unfair to men. WHY? IDK, but something sets me off. The meaning of Feminism has changed entirely so I am not getting into that really. Coming back to the main topic today. I just want to break this cycle without breaking myself.. Is this even possible? Can a women live happily, with loved one, without following traditional approaches and while following all the practices that they grew up learning? I am not even sure. I just know one thing.. For love I will do anything but at some point I will just say enough.. I just hope it does not end up things.. Ugh My soul is exhausted may be, but the dreams in me never tire up, my thoughts keep on running. The only thing I know today is that this fire in me will not extinguish……….