Heyyyyy My Babyyyy Girl. It’s 6 Months Today! 🕊️🕊️🕊️

Heyyyyy! My Babyyyy Girl. It’s 6 Months Today! 🕊️🕊️🕊️

My Mama 💜💜💜

Mummy!!! Adeniki Bam Bam mi owon! My Sister and My Friend.

Today makes it exactly 6 months, of course, it had to be a Sunday!

I remember that Sunday, 29th December 2024, when I heard the news, still so fresh in my head and just like that, here we are at 6 months. Hmmm! So many things to say but words fail me right now.

From hoping that God opens the window of Heaven to just give the 'Cloud of Witnesses' a visiting day (or pto) to see their loved ones for an hour (30 minutes even!) to thinking about how life would have been if you were still here with us, healthy and strong, but in all, Jesus still wins.

I miss you everyday my mummy and what makes it worse now is that these one-chance guys stole my phone mummy, how did they expect me to get back all of our chats, our pictures, videos and a host of other memories? Just how?

It’s so devastating! Sigh.

I’m sincerely hoping to login to my icloud someday and viola, get to see all of them there, pretty much intact. But then again, what if they are not? I pray they are. Hmmm! I don’t even want to think about it.

My heart ached extra deeply this past week my mummy, not even from the great loss I experienced and pain inflicted in the ‘one-chance’ vehicle, even though that was terribly traumatic, but from the fact that I couldn’t go back to seeing the plethora of our pictures on my phone (being the family 'archive’ just made it more annoying) as a source of succor. Hmmm! I sincerely pray I recover all, especially those pictures. 🙏

What have you been up to these 6 months my beautiful Mama? For one, I’m sure you are definitely having a blast over there, it doesn’t take you up to 2 seconds to make new friends, and maybe even join the choir, ah sorry ma, I meant the children’s church now. 😂😂

My mummy, for me it’s been tough chinning up, showing up everyday and still being supportive but God has been really faithful, He has! I have also met really kind people that made it all worth it in the end.

The thoughts in my head is that hopefully, one day I can actually be open to fun moments or just 'go out' on my own terms, without being forced or even having cold feet, and actually 'enjoy’ the lounging, and maybe a little bit of those deep belly laughters' again.

I trust God. I’ll be sure to let you know when that happens Mama!

My mumyyy, my world, my entire heart, I miss you so deeply. Words fail me today but I’m sure you know exactly how I feel.

One thing I am so grateful to God for is that I got to share that with you with every chance I got. Even though I’m not one to wear my heart on my sleeves, but I am glad you understood every beat.

I loveeee youuu deeply my Mama, Keep resting in the bosom of your lover and savior, (P.S, He is doing such a great job being my mum and my everything, did He tell you?) I bet you already know.

We missss you soo much on this side of eternity. You can’t even imagine how much and how deep. Loveeee Youuu! 💜💜💜🕊️🕊️🕊️