Opening my mind and deleting old programs — ❤

I have been actively deleting old patterns and systems — purging and letting go of my past.

How do you delete old patterns and systems?

It is not easy. It takes years, some 10 plus years to delete what was integrated into your system.

I grew up in a conservative christian home where my belifes where monitored and I had to believe in Jesus or suffer the consequences. I want to point out that my parents who adopted me loved me with everything they have. I grew up in the church and school and that is what affected me the most through all of this and my struggle my parents have been right beside me supporting me and wishing the best for me.

There is still that belife gap between us and sometimes it hurts my heart that they do not understand but this is my path and it may be lonely at times. Not many people get who I am and what I believe, but I am very thankful for those that do, and choose too.

Alone, but Never Lonely: A Year of Borders, Beds, and Backpacks Paperback — May 29, 2008

Picture by Suzanne Anthony (Author)

I delete old patterns by writing out my life and going back to certian places where I chose to believe a lie coated in truth. For example..

✖️ 1. “You are born sinful and unworthy.”

Truth: You were born in divine image, not defect. The concept of “original sin” has been used to shame and control, when in truth, you are inherently worthy and loved. 1. “You are born sinful and unworthy.”

I believed all my life that I was supposed to believe that I was a POS or worse. I called myself stupid on the regular and according to my best friends and family all my life I was doing something wrong, need I remind you not my parents. But my extended family.

✖️2. “You need a savior outside of yourself.”

Truth: You are divine and you are glorious you do not need anyone besides you, and outside yourself there is nothing external that will save you but you.

I heard this my whole life, you need Jesus to save you — you need Jesus to heal you, so I relied on an external source for my healing and not one bit of healing came. I cried myself to sleep every night until I came face to face with the fact that Jesus, could not save me. Maybe it works for other people but for me I would rather fix my own stuff then rely on something else to do it for me.

✖️3. “ If you do not believe, you will go to hell.”

Truth: Heaven and Hell are all in the mind, you create your own reality. There is no punishment or condemnation after death only love, but if you are a bad person and going around being evil, your mindset will stay in a hell state. If you create hell on earth that is what you get, if you create heaven that is what you will get.

Hell has alwasy been a sore subject for me. It created trauma and bad vibes for me growing up and still to today it gives me the chills when I remember the church using hell to scare me. You will burn if you do not do and believe what I do.

All in all I was indoctrinated and programmed to believe certain things and now I am rising up and deleting them one at a time.

https://www.reddit.com/r/Mindfulness/comments/m9j5y3/rise_from_the_ashes_like_a_phoenix/

I choose to rise up like the phoenix — and delete the faulty systmes that once held me and my life down.

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