Channelling Source Energy : A Tandem Experience.

My life and that of another have been connected, brought together, by a mysterious set of synchronicities that speak to me of universal placement. And our more explicit connection, after an initial exchange, has taken its time to arrive. And again, I feel the intentional sequencing of the universe in how this is shaping.

I feel now the need to scribe how this is now unfolding, and the meaning and purpose, in their most fluid and flexible forms, becoming. This meeting and now dynamic relationship, holds important experimentation and learning that others may find an anchor, an example, an inspiration, a “heads up” of what following the universal nudges can lead to. And we have only connected more directly twice in person and twice online, the very beginning. And yet I feel it — a sacredness I can’t really explain but will endeavour to describe.

This piece will be part of a series that chart the flow of what comes next as we delve into these spaces together.

The beginning

R saw a poster I had put up in a local shop for a retreat I was planning, we had a conversation on Zoom, a few emails went between us and R invited me to an art exhibition she was hosting. At the exhibition I felt an extraordinary energy in R and saw and felt a beautiful lotus flower alternating with angel wings inside of her heart space — the energy I felt was so powerful and yet beautifully soft all at once. This experience, and the feeling, are still with me.

Esther Guides a Channelling of Source Energy

R joined some online sessions I was holding or attending, one of which was a community meditation session where the only person who attended was R — I immediately felt we were meant to share something just for us, or for some special reason. I channelled the meditation from Source, as I usually do. This mediation was so incredibly strong that it left me feeling quite unwell, as is often the case when I have been exposed to or received, or channelled a strong spiritual energy. And even as I come to write this, I can barely remember the content of the meditation (often the case when I channel) but I do know that it was a catalyst or trigger for internal energetic spaces inside of me to connect, expand and begin the next stages of my evolution. In the past, it has taken others’ energy to facilitate my own to reach into new spaces and this was such an occasion and I was grateful for the synergy to have facilitated so strong a session. R did not experience such movements or movements of energies in the same terms at all but valued the experience so much so that she suggested we repeat this joint meditation once a fortnight to see what else arose.

R Guides a Channelling of Source Energy

R had said that she experiences these energies much differently and it is only with the sense of movement that the energies begin to be felt by her. And so with R channelling this time, we could learn from each other, from these different experiences. And R began the meditation with a relaxing body-scan introduction and by asking us to feel into our own energetic bodies where she referred to possible energetic centres inside of us as balls of light. Almost immediately I saw hundreds of these balls of light throughout my body. R then became silent and although I had my eyes closed, she had muttered something about getting up out of her chair. I opened my eyes and she had begun some movements using hands, and then had got up and out of the sight of the camera. This channelling of Source energy was quite short, and what I saw in my internal vision did not feel as strong as the one I had channelled but our sharing of our experiences was to bring a real sense of importance in what might be revealed through comparing our internal processes.

The first comparison of our energetic experience of channelled Source Energy

R has said that she had had to move first her hands and arms, feeling and sensing that she was moving the energy that was flowing through her. Some parts of the energy were stronger and some lighter, some deeper. She had to get out of her chair because she couldn’t move the energy to the extent that it felt it needed moving. She was sensing that the energy needed to be more over there to enhance the flow, or more over there to overcome some restriction…like a conductor orchestrating balance and flow of the energy as it showed itself around her. She experienced the energy as being of the earth herself somehow and that there were small pockets of energy all over the earth that were being worked with, to get the balance she was sensing into.

At the same time, I had seen in my internal vision that R and I were the uprights of a DNA strand and that pieces of what had been cut off (cauterised?) in the strand now became activated and alive, giving new potentials of action, or perception. This strand then became hundreds of strands all coming out of the Earth and reaching into the universe.

As we shared our experience we agreed that the energies R had sensed were also fractal, from her body to the earth to the planets and the universe. The pockets of light/energy around the earth corresponded to what I had seen at the very beginning of the session…hundreds of balls of light/energy in my body. The opening of the DNA corresponded to the rebalancing that she was doing by moving the energies about as she felt the need to stand and orchestrate this process — a recalibrating of potentials into the pockets of energy within the Earth herself.

What does this mean? Why are we guided to be here, doing this?

From our very different experiences of the Source energy moving through us together in the session, it feels that there is learning of how the two experiences are connected. There also felt benefit in finding words through our conversation that could be used to language R’s experience, that has hitherto felt to difficult to find expression for, let alone finding anyone to say it to. And so it feels our journey really begins of what we can do by combining our access to Source energy, making it more potent and accessible. Questions I am holding: Were we working energetically in the moments of our being together? Is there more work for us to do? Why am I drawn to share this process on the platform?

I have worked extensively with Source energy and the images that come through when working with others, even when they cannot see or feel the energy as I do, maybe getting a different sense of what is happening or no sense of anything at all. This new connection though, feels as though the power of each of us is matched and that we are feeding a synergistic way of using this energy for the development of the Earth and the universes beyond as we are in this period of ascension or evolution. This is an exciting beginning to what cannot even be guessed at, following the guidance of the universe as we trust the elegance of this unfolding for the highest good of all.

Until next time….