Almost an Adult and Totally Clueless

Hi, lets just say that no, highschool hasn’t prepared me for life. I am still as clueless as I was the first day. People are always asking me, what I am going to do with my life, and to be honest I have no clue. So yeah maybe I am hoping that I magically get a well paying job that I love. Realistically I know that the possibility of that happening are near to none, but it is still a hope of mine. One second I am thinking that I want to pursue something in photography, the next I want to be a writer. This morning I was thinking of joining the national guard. I don’t think our parents realize the amount of pressure they are putting on us with just one little question. They don’t realize that it is keeping me awake. They just want to be “helpful” . I want to be everything that they want me to be, but I don’t know if I can. I am so stressed at times, that I just want to cry! I don’t think that I am the only one either. If you are reading this and also going through this, well lets just all hope that in a couple months we both have plans, and a solid future.

Well this has been slightly relieving, Rebecca H. signing off..