Self-annihilate and fill the void.
Life has no purpose. The purpose is to be imposed on this life that has been given to you for free use. You get a certain period of time in…
Self-annihilate and fill the void.

Life has no purpose. The purpose is to be imposed on this life that has been given to you for free use. You get a certain period of time in a very functional and incredible body. Your time is limited, but what you can do in this given period of time is beyond comprehension. The ceiling of your limits is non-existent. All definitions for a purpose of life you would’ve ever heard are simply ideas that have been imposed onto this purposeless life by great men in the past. Most people are not willing to confront the purposelessness of life; they would like to live an easy life wherein they adhere to the purpose and constructs that have been made for them by society and religion. This provides an ignorant peace of mind, sure, but it also inhibits a lot of your freedom. Freedom of not following rules and making full use of this machine. People are not willing to trade peace of mind for freedom.
Some people, by nature, are sharper and hence more sceptical, purely out of statistical chance. For these people, life is harder, given that the idea of life for most other normal people is built around imaginary concepts of safety that they have taken up over the course of their lives for the sake of peace of mind and enjoyment. These miserable people of thought cannot but accept these constructs and are cursed by the evil of sustained thinking. For them, meaning impositions by others do not survive, because they vastly do away with the natural freedom that a human being is born with. They seek more freedom and see more potential in life. They hence cannot accept gods and ideologies. As a result, they never stand under the shade of faith and are always burning in the scorching heat of meaninglessness. They need to create shade for themselves. They need to impose the kinds of meanings that would protect their sanity over the course of their lives but would also let them be as absolutely free as they think human beings are capable of.
Life is made out of action. Taking up a purpose is not enough; rather, it is the first step of building a life for yourself. Once you have taken up a purpose for yourself, you’ve got to take blind action towards it, act, act and act, keep doing what you are righteously supposed to do. Keep thinking alongside, given you cannot possibly quiet down a thoughtful mind, but your primary purpose, your north star, shouldn’t dwindle for the slightest. Dwindling of your purpose means shaking of your entire life and personhood. Your purpose needs to be strong enough to carry your personhood throughout life and through death. Therefore, contemplation of this purpose is a quintessential part of building a life. Once this is established, one can continue living as ferociously as possible. This purpose may be flexible, but inclusivity is a problem that one needs to worry about at the time of establishment. Without a purpose, the force of man is castrated; he loses his powers and becomes an animal. He loses his will and his innate ability to move mountains over an intention. By virtue of logic, being purposeless is impossible for man. A man who claims to live a purposeless life has that very purpose (of being purposeless). A hermit lives for the sake of it, and peace comes to him. His purpose is to be present in the moment.
But by no means is a hermit’s life more important or noble than that of a statesman or a scientist. Not everyone can live along the contours of seeking peace. Some people have to jump into the ocean of creating meaning and come back afloat, for others to follow. The world cannot be sustained in a scenario where most people choose to renounce life. Societies inevitably need to flourish as an instrument of human survival. And when societies flourish, inequalities and hierarchies are bound to arise. These hierarchies are based on will and competence, and not on some vulgar concept such as fate or destiny. For as long as there are human beings, there will exist unequal societies.
The talisman hereafter, I give to myself and to you.
Climb the ladder of society, and chase superiority and perfection, for as long and as much as possible, using your body and mind. Push the body and mind, instruments, to their limits. You are not the body, or the mind, or the qualities associated with it; you are the awareness that commands and observes this enigmatic amalgamation. These are but the tools that have been given to you by unknown agents for the purpose of living life to the fullest. These tools are the interface between static and dynamic consolidations of consciousness. You are to use your tools as well as the objects of the world. They have been created for your usage. But do not drown in them. In this limited usage period that you have, you must use these tools with ferocious vigor towards your purpose. Your purpose happens to be the attainment of superiority and perfection, which is a derivative of your will to participate in this mysterious world. Do the hardest, most taxing and challenging things in life. Never should you ever commit the sin of lacking and choosing the easier and safer path. Always live on the edge and push your body and mind to the non-existent limits. Become a god among mortals by your will. Burn, burn in the eternal fire of your human will. Go through more pain and suffering than any other person has, all for the sake of attainment of absolute power . There is no better use of your instruments. There is no better life. There are no better incentives than to lose yourself in attempts at the great and the impossible. You must put yourself through the most vicious and ruthless circumstances, all as an exercise of your free will. You should have laughably large aspirations, and for them you should be ready to work like a mechanized robot and sacrifice everything. Everything in life is transient, even your hands and feet. Nothing in life stays. Life is but a mere illusion wherein you have spawned with prospects of a phenomenal experience. But for that, you must be willing to live the most monstrous and terribly fiery life, one that nobody in the human lineage has dreamt of. The only fear in life is wasting it doubting yourself whilst sitting on stores of infinite strength and capability. Fear not living up to your infinite potential. Be the firmest in body, most intelligent in mind. Be the richest, most powerful, most charismatic and influential. Command the most authority over the world. Create the greatest art, science and engineering. Devour lots of food and knowledge alike. Burn the food with intense exercise and turn it into firm bones and muscles. Burn the knowledge with the intense pursuit of creation and turn it into commanding influence and wealth. Read more books, run more miles, work more hours than anyone ever has. Work hard, think hard, lift hard, run hard, speak hard, fuck hard, be hard, live hard. Live hard. Let not the plague of passion-lessness, and docility enter your mind. Be an epitome of passion and fire, for the lesser men to idolize. Smaller are all men indeed, for they shall never risk so much of themselves just for the sake of it. You are, in a true sense, the real hermit on this path, the real denouncer. How great is it to spawn in a meaningless existence, impose arbitrary meaning on it and lose yourself over it ? Lesser men shall sing songs of your valor. For long have you lived on the docile ideals of God. Now is the time for you to embody Satan, for he alone was the bearer of the fire that I preach here. Glorify pain and suffering towards an impossible goal as the only virtue in life worth living for. Romanticise the process. Burn, cut, crush, tread, snap, beat, break , shatter and enflame your mind and body. You only get to use it once. Make sure you wear it out. The catch is, it doesn’t wear out that easily. You need to study for days without sleep or food before your mind starts to dwindle. You need to run 200 miles before your body starts to fail you. You are living a very easy and pathetic life. You are failing yourself. Use up the toys you’ve got. Do not spare the slightest worry to weather or not you’ll end up in greatness. Let this grind depress you to the core, for this is the greatest transition of your life. Summon the Diamon, summon Kali, summon all gods of battle as you wage the holy war over the lack of purpose, with the sword of your own making. Loose yourself. If I were to sum the entire purpose imposition in two words, I would chant -:
Chase Pain.
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