I MOVED OUT !!

I just left my family house and moved into my own penthouse.

From one room to the next, it’s beautiful. It’s big. It has everything I’ve ever wanted. No walls, just glass. Light everywhere. A view that reminds me I made it.

I really am an adult.

I can finally do whatever I want.

I can choose my life.

I can be happy.

I can stop surviving and start thriving.

I am so proud of myself. I really go hard. I always have. And I didn’t stop. I refuse to stop. The year has barely begun, and already I am seeing greatness, clarity, and joy.

Oh, what I had to endure to get here. Living with people that grew up scrutinizing and humiliating you every chance they got

This — this is the light at the end of the tunnel. This is what I saw in my mind when I used to go back to my brother’s room and cry until my eyes burned, because I was an inconvenience simply for existing.

This is it.

I am holding myself from the inside out. I am hugging her deeply. I kiss her every time I look in the mirror because Holy shit I won. I really did.

They tried to break me.

They tried to make me disappear.

But I rose like the Queen that I am.

I fought for myself physically, emotionally, spiritually. Life looks like a game when you’re watching from the outside, but when you’re the one being played, life is hell. And still, there is a choice.

I chose myself.

I chose to live and stop surviving

Thank you to my past self.

Thank you to my present self.

Thank you to every moment, every person that tried to bury me and failed.

I am here.

And this is only the beginning.