Page #1, Ethan.

If you ever mention the name of someone who starts with E and ends with N, my answer would be Ethan right away. As my mind full with that name — my heart would beating faster immediately — my face burning red — my sister would asking, “Mikirin apaan? Sampe merah gitu mukanya.” It’s almost embarrassing how he have so much power on me. I mean, it’s a normal expression to show when your mind is filled with a picture of a face that’s too beautiful like his;

Potrayed by Eom Seonghyeon.

“Adil gak sih kalo ada orang secantik dia, anjing…”

That’s the question that popped out all of sudden when i first met him. I swear, i feel sorry for everyone because they’re not born as beautiful as Ethan does.

My friend once asked me; what’s my favourite feature of Ethan’s pretty face. Without hesitation, i replied,

“Pipinya.”

“It compliments his lovely face when he smiles,”

“Especially when it makes his eyes narrowed sweetly as he smiled.”

At that moment, i might already fallen too deep for his charm. And i believe, it remains till now.

If somebody ever says that i dont love him, trust me, it’s a lie. To be honest, i never fall this deep to someone — at least not to the point where i would write a letter like this. I love him so much that it’s almost hurt my heart, because i cant bear the feeling where you cant hold back the feelings of longing that are starting to fill up until they eventually will spill out one day.

Damn, i fall too deep, am i?