Falling in love with you was a beautiful trouble

I haven’t felt like myself lately, I must be growing.

I never thought that the day we parted would be just a random day on the calendar. The day we met was the beginning of my life, the color of my world, and the very thought & dream I still carry until this day. I wish we would meet again later in life, but i know it won’t be possible because I won’t let myself meet you again knowing I would fall in love all over again.

How deeply must one love to offer not only a hand to hold, but a whole life to keep?

The first night that we know each other was the night i wished i knew myself better. I spent so much time telling stories about how miserable my life was, but I never realized that every word you said was the comfort I needed at the time. With your words come with comfort and warmth. You make everything seem okay, and I’m grateful for you.

The vision you gave me was brighter than the sun, yet all I see then was an eclipse. All I wanted was to be with you until the end of it, but I guess I was waiting for a train that was never meant to arrive. Maybe you were there to teach me love still exists, and to teach me that it’s not my job to heal everybody. I may never be the most lovable person you’ll met, but I’ll be the one who believes in you when you stop believing in yourself. I’ll celebrate every little things like they’re mine, stay when life treats you like trash, hold your hand through the hard days, and love you with everything i have.

The past can no longer be changed, but the future is still ours to shape. With every night passing through, every dream mentions, and every silence remembered. Through the roughest waters, I found you. Now, may the calm waters carry you gently wherever you go.

Do it scared, Do it tired, Do it alone, and if the weight of failure ever visits you again, carry it as a proof you tried. Until then, love exists not for what can be gained, nor for the wounds it can heal or the scars it may leave behind. It exists because the heart has found a sacred place, a place where it is forever bound. For as long as I’m alive, you will always be loved.

What’s meant for you will find you. What is written to be yours is already yours.