Anything is Possible…

Anything is possible…

That was what I saw on Mariam’s snap two minutes before this webpage loaded and I decided to write out my thoughts in a bid to air out my head and in the midst of all that is happening , find a way forward.

2024 has been a beautiful year.

Not beautiful as in the case where you find a pretty face or a stuuning jewel but beautiful as in the case where there is a thunderstorm or a tsunnami or a tornado and as the wind blows in your face or the torrents of rain crash around you and on you or you hear the thunder booming acroos the sky so loud you feel your ear drums will shatter, right there,you’re in awe of it all. Struck senseless by fear at the same time and not knowing whether you’d survive but you can’t help but confess that the storm is beautiful.

It’s no news by now if you know me personally or you were among the 183 who have viewed my Tiktok video here

I was sick for most of the year and it almost runined my life. My business went,my academics,relationships and even m walk with God, nothing was left untouched but in the midst of it and now in the afermath I find myself trying again, groping the ground in the dark to pick up the pieces of what used to be my life and trying to make some sense of what comes next.

Hopeful, but in the sense that I’ve finally reached the bottom of the well and now I can start climbing up.

I’d be honest, I know we hear it a lot that we should be grateful for the things that happen good or bad and it all works togehter for out good but I find it hard to do so sometimes. I’m just ebing real with you.

In the thick of it,when it all comes crashing down and life itself grabs you by the neck and spits in your face. it’s kinda hard to say thank you or look up and wish for sunshine again. But somehow, I have found the tiniest of strengths to move my lips ever so slightly and say “Thank You”

Because I find hope again, an off comment on instagram winnning me 10k naira from an anime question, a random ask of my dollar account keeping me expectant of what’s to come, a random reveal of what opportunities lie in wait for me. My friend Tolu getting a new system,my niece’s reaction on a video call we had recntly (I’ve not seen her in two years, literally from the day she was born) and many other small stories of wins that I am blessed to experience despite all that’s going on.

I am finding hope again, it’s been dashed and battered again and again but still I am aware of it’s existence, and that breeds what i’d like to call faith. That even now I just wrote a script and I plan to make a video to Ogabassey on IG in hopes that I get a new gadget to help with work

And that even in the face of the seemingly insurmountable odds I currently face — Building a business and getting my reputation back, clearing my pending bills, finishing up my academics, repairing my relationships,healing from the psychological trauma of everything.

Inspite of those odds, “Anything is possible”