When You Hit A Fucking Wall

Not literally

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Have you ever gotten to a point in your life where you’ve just had enough? Not in the deep, dark, sad way. This isn’t a cry for help. Promise.

But in the way where nothing feels right anymore, and you gotta do something that involves change.

I can’t put my finger on it, but something’s not right anymore.

You may have felt happy and joyful in your day-to-day life.

Then a little uncomfortable.

Then bam. You just can’t do it anymore.

That’s where I’m at. I’ve hit a wall.

Something in my day-to-day ain’t sitting with me right, and I need to do a switch-up.

A lot of my friends are moving overseas.

Not to Australia.

Although you Aussies have stolen a fuck ton of us Kiwis.

They’re moving further away.

A lot of people at work have quit, and there’s an awkward tension at the moment. Something’s brewing under the surface.

I haven’t traveled or left the house much recently. Feeling the winter blues and a bout of the flu has helped me stay stuck inside.

And something has to change.

My mind has been jumping from one thing to another. It’s felt fucking chaotic.

But something I do know is that I love writing and feel fucking fulfilled while doing it.

Also — I finished my latest project, so look out for updates!!!!