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I don’t have a topic, but a desire

let me try…:)

Ishika Singh · 2026-06-07 11:58 · 50 claps · 1.3 min read
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I don’t have a topic, but a desire

let me try…:)

Photo by Liviu C. on Unsplash

Photo by Liviu C. on Unsplash

Definitely after days of overthinking, screaming, and hitting my head against the wall, I am finally landing with another trivial piece. I don’t have a topic for today, but a desire to show up. These days, I write poems that sound like rap, but I have zero experience in music and composition. I wish I could actually produce my song, you know.

When I wrote about Gen Z, I was like, “Wow! That’s it. That’s my niche!” And the next day, I go wandering again. Because I literally had no idea what to write, how to write.

I may sound weird. But yeah, that’s what I still feel. I find myself being less poetic here. LOL

I drafted but didn’t publish, wrote but didn’t find any meaning. Yeah, it’s infuriating. No doubt.

So this girl rambling right here did the following things last month:-

  • 10 math questions every day
  • Watched K-drama “True Beauty”. I loved the storyline. Suho and Jukyung had amazing chemistry. But I really felt bad for Seojun. He didn’t deserve that pain he had to go through.
  • No physics, no chemistry. We are already boiling here at 40 degrees.
  • Drank more water, started workouts, and jogging (by snatching the belly towards the spine). Trust me, the burn is amazing.
  • Successfully graduated from high school. Wanna know how much I scored? 92%
  • Took 3 extra days off to absorb that I actually did it.
  • Followed a clean diet and began to wake up around 5 AM
  • And clicked a LOT of pictures.

Yeah, and this is how I showed up. Thank you, everybody, for reading…

Stay Optimistic! :D


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