fear

fear eats the soul

fear

“Don’t be so sure about it. Pag usapan niyo and let it flow. ‘Wag kang pumayag na kainin ka ng takot mo nang buhay.”

Fear eats the soul. Some quote or phrase I found sa Pinterest. And well, it made me think about my friend’s situation. It makes me feel crazy and hindi naman ako ang nasa situation nila. I just thought if kung nasa position nila ako, would I act the same? Probably not or maybe in some similar situations that can mirror it. Maybe. Or hindi lang ako maka-relate because I really dislike talking about romantic feelings when it comes to guys. Yes, I despise them for making my friends feel shitty. I have guy friends but they know by heart kung paano ako makapagsalita when it comes to their species.

And yet I can’t see to fathom the fact that they are just dumb when it comes to those situations. Like, I really cannot. And I heard it’s hereditary. Or maybe they weren’t raised right. Maybe.

But I’m writing this kasi I am obviously stuck within these situations where I have to witness my girl friends feeling the unimaginable because of guys who cannot think properly or has a mental defect that hasn’t been discovered until now.

And they will call me a “hater” because I am a single lesbian being jealous and all. I’d rather be single and free of responsibility to tend other people just because we are in a relationship. I am not currently in the right state of mind to start a little friendship, let alone a romantic relationship. Though I love my friends having those relationships because well, they deserve the best (not the worst) and I am happy for them.

Not even related and I am giggling lol