old friends.

“you never talk to us anymore” they all say, but you never talked to me in the first place. I sometimes got the feeling that if I disappeared you wouldn’t even notice I was gone. I felt unheard. ignored. the only ones I would consider friends would often leave me behind to talk to someone else. she would always talk to her boyfriend, she would always run away with no explanation just so she could talk to someone she likes more, and she said things I could and would never agree with, things that were to big to put aside. I still like you, I still want to be friends with you, I'm sorry if it seems like I left you, I just wish you saw my side of the story.