What I wish people knew about me

Everyone considers people as books- you know all the don’t judge a book or I can read her as a book refences but what are we actually reading or what is actually referred as the “cover.”

People think they know me well I used to think I know me too - funny.

They will say I am outgoing ,loves talking to people, is smiling all the time and some others might say she is always studying, she doesn’t have a social life, do you think she even talks with people at home or is she just studying the whole time( i have been asked this one by the way).

So, what are we actually reading? which part was the one we thought is the cover but realized the book was not the same to it? because both people that gave that opinion about me are people I know in the same environment.

That is why I disagree about people being compared to books because they are way more complicated. We are like twisted 3D figures with different shape on each side, so each person sees a different shape.

It is all about point of views not actually about people reading people.

Because whatever is said about me are not all the truth, they are just my covers people shouldn’t have judged based on.

I am outgoing- well maybe, but I have hardships communicating with new people even with the ones I know but I am not comfortable with. Yes, I love talking to people, but I hate that conversations don’t flow freely from my mouth because I get afraid of being misunderstood or judged. Yes, I love smiling all the time but sometimes they are forced and are hiding all that is hidden inside.

Yes, I study a lot not because I love it, because I should get those good marks-being able to answer whatever question I am asked is rewarding for my brain- and a total no for the rest because they are totally not me.

And this is me, the one I know at the moment, the one I wished people knew.