the fuck.

you know what i am feeling this night? idk, don’t ask me.

I feel like beaten by a bear, I feel like ghosted by a princess, I feel like I just drank a full glass of poison, I feel like my head is burning from the inside. I just feeling the worst, I don’t know what it is, I think it’s the thebthing that I’ve been hold in my heart for a long time, type shit.

I’m insecure about my face, my academics, my behavior. I’m afraid, what if I can’t go anywhere? what if the thing I’ve done is going to bring me to worse. Idk man, I’m just talking shit, depressed, and disappointed bcs of my self, I’m such a selfish, I do a thing that I shouldn’t did, I am a loser.

I feel like I’m being loved And hated at the same time, I feel like I’m the worst son of my parents, what the fuck I’m talking about.