Dear All The Fight That I Have Been Fought,

There was a saying that choose your fight wisely because when time comes for real fight that you need to battle you might be too exhausted to fight back. And I’m hundred percent agree with it. But how can you now what to fight and what to pass? This article will not give you any advice or there will be no learning in the end. This is purely about my experience through the years and how I’ve been feeling so far. So, if you are feeling something like this I wanted to make you sure that you are not alone.

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I have fight so many battles and most of them were so little compare to other people dealing with but in my little world they meant a lot to me. I win some of them by putting lots of effort on it and I lose couple. In the end, where I’m standing right now, I don’t have any fight left in me. I know it sounds pathetic but It is what it is. Couple of days ago I found myself crying over little things like energy rates and opening a radiator more because I don’t want to get cold or care about gas usage anymore. I’m pretty sure that that wasn’t the real reason but because I fought so many unnecessary fights I lost my stamina at all.

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I really understand when people say choose your fight wisely because when there is no fight left it feels so hard to keep up with the life.I’m wishing others to fight for me at least for once. I know I sound a bit depressive but like I said before it is what it is and I’m also not fighting back against to this feeling either. I know it will pass and my stamina will come back. And I know that I will choose my fight wisely from now on but it feel burned out at the moment and IT IS OKAY.

What are you feeling at the moment it is totally okay and if you rest enough it will pass away I guess. You just need to embrace it and not fight back at it. It will be a unnecessary fight and makes you end up feeling burned out.