I’m Documenting My Attempts at Becoming Better

I don’t have my life together.

Unfortunately, I know many people can relate to this.

Some days I’m productive, motivated, and convinced that I’m finally changing . Other days, I sleep late, procrastinate everything, avoid responsibilities, and feel frustrated with myself for wasting time again.

I keep restarting.

New routines. New schedules. New “this time will be different” moments.

I tried many self help tips and tricks, watched 100 videos, but i don’t know none of them stuck with me for long.

And maybe that’s why I’m writing this.

Not because I’ve figured life out, but because I want to document the process of trying. I want to be raw with every process. So one day i can look back and see how much i improved, and hopefully this could help you guys too.

I’m 21, studying, learning coding and data science, trying to build discipline, trying to become healthier, more focused, more consistent — and honestly, just trying to become someone I’d be proud of.

I read one post which said, don’t try to build new habits rather fix the holes which already exists. that’s where i’m gonna start from.

Each habits and discipline step by step.

This series isn’t going to be one of those “I woke up at 5 AM and fixed my entire life” stories.

It’s probably going to be messy with so many trials and error.

Some weeks I’ll improve. Some weeks I’ll fail completely. But I want this to be real. A place where I can talk honestly about my habits, struggles, small wins, burnout, routines, self-sabotage, motivation, and whatever else comes with trying to grow up and become better.

Maybe someone out there feels the same way.

So this is Week 0.

Slowly ill tell about myself and the things i need to get sorted this week i’m mainly trying to focus on “being grounded”, ill check how to do with tips and tricks that worked for me and see how it goes and update next friday.

This is the beginning of me documenting my attempts at becoming better.

cya ❤