Moving in between Schizophrenia. (Entry 1)

A Salad With No Dressing. Apophenia Sorting With No Direction? A Story, Wording Navigation Directly. A Subjective Wording, Needing Dignity.

Purpose proportionally propping preparations up, Unrealistic unattended input pulling predisposition position programming my next move forward.

Matty more? Or less this is illiterate alliteration, littering trash like a laissez-faire leader literally leading to nothing.

Spinning spiralling. Wheels screeching, suffocating in smoke not sugar coating soaked.

..Sweet!..

Mattttt. Matttttt… Matt.

MATTHEW!!

Stop Stop Stop.

Sugar Tangled On toP.

TANGHULU?

Severing perseveration probably puts a pin in pessimism placating precisely what the problem precipitates.

Letter in the mail Matty. Oh Mr. Morose more or so more than likely nothing like you Mattato word salad.

..Open up. Let it out..

You failed Matthew.

How can you paint a masterpiece, when you can’t even master peace?

Puzzling.

Mister least. Matteo. Take a seat. Away from here.

Hear! Hear!

Leasing logical language lagging latently languishing less. Lateral line systems letting language lick liagora water.

What?

Whether wore or torn. Central coherance theoretical theatrics.

No one cares.

Stop typing out your mind Matthew. Do you mind Matthew. I know your type Matthew.

Typecasting, Typing to cast a line.

Nothing you will find Matthew. And neither will anyone else Matthew.

Oh now we are moving Matty. Time to eat neat Matty.

Talking up, but being pulled backward.

Calibration forward. Through. I threw the lines out.

Fishing for compliments Matty?

No. That’s not necessarily the food I am eating.

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Battered brain broadcasting brontosauras backed brachial bronchitis boringly boarding a bus.

Coordinating course

Determined.

Every elipses eroding…

Fascinating fascia.

Going going gone gauging gait. Gate.

Hovering high holistic historically

I idiosyncratically instinctively input idiophrenic idioms.

Juxtoposition jousting.

Knocking kindly knitting knowledge knowing KSADS knotting kineaesthetically.

Languishing language lamenting luminescent lighthouses.

More.

Needed.

Obviously Occam’s or

Problematic probability precipitating problems pro-predisposition position.

Questioning quantity quality Qualitative.

Ready. Right?

Schizophrenia spectrum sounds surrendering sorry stories sorting samples satiating salience singing serendipity serendipitously.

Tongue twisting table tilting tactile tangent teaching temperance.

Universally upwards unconditional upon uptake unstandardised underdog umbrella.

Verbal vergence vicariously vivid.

Whole.

Xenoglossy xeranthomum xenotype xenomorphing.

Yerkish yelling yearning yonder yare yin youthen.

Zoanthropy zeal zany zooming zephyr zig zagging zakuska.

Stop

Teaching

Unlearn

Matty. Matt. Matthew. Matteo!!!!

Story telling ubiquitously. Seriously?

When the mind gives us alphabet soup. We must learn how to eat it. Together. Sharing a meal.

Breaking bread. Breaking stigma. Breaking free of the binds keeping the blinds down. Blindingly so.

Beginning to build new binds. Boarding. Lifting.

Not breaking.

Never braking.

Progress. Probably?

Or

Promising probability?

Out of order. Or order up?

Questioning forward. Answering back.

Yes.

I am here.

This is where we start.

Human up.

O inside U T

Matty what?

You can’t open a door when you are unhinged like this bro!!

Is it unhinged, or is it balancing?

Taking a swing?

..I am holding the door open..