Afraid to Start

Writing 29 of 365 days.

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Sometimes we need a time to runaway from everything that traps whole body. We need to breath. We need to just silent and listen a music.

This world is too noisy for a tiny piece of human. Although, we can’t get anything we want from breathing and sit down in front of laptop, we still have a time to reflect every single thing we do for a one long day.

And this is it, my contemplation.

You have to known, that what we do now is just a begin for everything. If is a big project, if is a big invention, still we just to start. And it’s a began after killing your afraid to start.

Like I do now. Writing English. Honestly, I don’t like to write in English. First of all, I can’t write in English, and my brain must think extra than I write in Indonesian. Yeah, maybe because I not used to write in English. And I don’t want to because I feel already very understand English than my friend. I can read, I can watch Youtube (English Youtuber), and I understand what they speak. Until I realized, I too scared to start write in English. I afraid of lose the grammar. I afraid people will criticize my English.

But, yeah, here is it. A writing with broken English that I have. Therefore, I keep learning. Because, learning is the only way to make the worse become nice.

9 March 2025