My journey towards self acceptance of being submissive feminine bottom gay

My journey towards self acceptance of being submissive feminine bottom gay

So since my. teenage, I used to be plumpy soft. and little feminine in behaviour and body language. because of that I was bullied in my neighbourhood ,family iand school but also I could gather the attention of Some grown-up macho men . I don’t know why, but they were attracted to me. maybe I used to give them some vibes through my looks 🤭but as i grew up i. learnt to hide my feminine feelings and try to behave more manly and try to develop some desires for a girl I but finally it could not happen .😄💅

4 years. back, I joined Gym made a good body because of that I used to get some good dates, but then Covid came. I stopped going to gym and my body gained some fat at good places 👙

now. I am embracing my this look. It’s like back to the square one I have been living life of denial but now I want to live my truth. because there is no motivation in life y, I was wondering why I am working , for whom, ?

because I am very feminine in. nature and I sincerely desire of. a commanding man to take hold of my body ,Soul ,decisions career ,the way I look ,the way I behave ,everything. I have realised that I cannot be a leader. I cannot lead I don’t have that. Virtue , I can only follow instruction from a strong man !

Having said that, I ultimately left my job.and currently looking for a job .

my desire for a to be owned by a confident man who. only can help me become happier and satisfied. by, helping me accept my true self

so now I have bought a lot of lingerie and feminine dresses which I always wear at home .some jewellery also because those childhood passion has againStruck the chords of my heart, and now I love to spend two hours getting ready : make up, , ear rings ,necklace, bangles. I always wear lingerie while I do house Chores and finally take a shower and go to do The bed wearing my bra and panty. Also, I love to wear stockings ,fish nets , Sheer and lace ,socks and Thongs , .

I desire to grow my breasts, bigger and bigger And also a Big juicy ass , which I can flaunt as I walk on the streets. I love to dress up loud, even normally, when I go out. I like to wear tight shiny clothes so that my assets are revealed.Always like to wear light. blush on my cheeks, and my lips are naturally thicker and juicy!

My skin tone is brown. My hair are black, but I wish to curl my hair And get my ears pierced ! I have decided that now, even when I will go to office, I will always wear Soft and shiny material and mostly skin fit ! , I keep a beard But honestly, I don’t want to keep it. Most of the people say that I look better in beard but I want to look more more more feminine and Smooth and Cute. I don’t like and people calling me smart or handsome. I love Being called Cute.

I am usually very soft, spoken with very soft spoken , girly voice, Always like to hear fast and very humble and very manner! I have good communication skills in terms of English vocabulary and overallGeneral knowledge of the world, I am not very confident, but I can finally hide my nervousness n lack of confidence. I have learned to hide that ,

I am attracted and melted when Deep voiced Masculine, confident, man talks to me I mean, that is my weakness!I love to keep my Body smooth and clean without even a single stand of Hair. I love that way, even No Hair, on my hands and fingers as well, would love to admire my soft hands when a man shakes them. I always wipe my body in front of the mirror and stand naked and admire my body and wish that ymy figure become more and more feminine And curvy.

So this is all about my nature, my appearance, my behaviour, my life in the next article, I will tell about my desires!

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