A Hard Time

Sometimes I wonder,

Why isn’t life so easy.

It struck me like thunder,

Even the thought makes me dizzy.

An imperfect child,

Bad at scores.

Reputation is hard to build,

And might just seep out through the pores.

A good person with a kind heart,

Not a single battle that hadn’t been fought.

All the shouting and screaming makes my heart ache,

A smile is on my face only for others sake.

Facing problems from a small age,

Breaking the bars of my captive cage.

Somehow graceful to others’ gaze,

I just couldn’t express it within a phrase.

The beats I move to and thoughts I write,

Somehow made my sky a bit bright.

Not sure whether is a fake or reality,

But its still clinging on to me like gravity.