Mula/ Mula?

ini kali pertama kembali menulis sejak beberapa masa berlalu, dan mungkin frasa atau apapun istilah penulisan yang dimaksudkan pada tulisan ini tidak sebaik itu.

so, here we are!

so many times i’ve been telling myself that ill be fine and there’s nothing to worry about, but its look like the reality really want me to keep believing that im never be fine and that “selamat” dalam segala perjalanan never finds me. hari ini terhitung kurang lebih 13 hari since my graduation, and till now on i still dont know what i wanna be. im not that clueless, aku sepercaya dan seteguh karang about my dream job, as a designer product (or whatever people know it). tapi rasanya perlu tenggelam sedikit lebih dalam dengan sisa tarikan nafas yang mungkin hanya bertahan untuk kurang lebih 23 detik untuk bisa tahu dan paham seteguh apa karang yang dimaksud. and another fact that maybe karang is not really that steady? mungkin ada satu masa di mana karang mulai rapuh dan berserah pada tarikan dan hempasan gelombang air laut?

but the thing is, karang will always be karang. no matter if its the steady one or the rapuh one, isnt?

last, let me introduce myself. actually i should do this at the very first line, but i keep this at the end so you didnt forget me, at least.

im saras, the “karang rapuh” for now on. i hope its nice to know me. and i hope that one day i can introduce my self as the steady one.

— sarashere