Nice Guys Finish Last ch.22 pt. 3 (Julia’s Past Continued…)

Warning: This is a femdom series. All characters in this story are at least 18 or older. It will follow them from the end of their senior year into college and a little beyond. Also, there will be non-consensual acts done by the female character to the male character. Please don’t read if this makes you uncomfortable. This is an ongoing series, and chapters will be released as they become available.

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Again, I tried to say goodbye to him, but I failed like always. Doing him this one last favor wasn’t good enough for me. I had to say goodbye by providing him pleasure one last time…

That’s why I performed such a kinky act for him… to give him something to always remember me by…

Unfortunately though… things only got darker from there… and he would be the one, once again, rescuing me from that darkness…

I wasn’t sure what was going through my mind. All I could really see was a dark cloud of despair. All I felt was helplessness. And for my future, all I saw was emptiness.

It was almost as if I didn’t see the point of living anymore. I wanted to give up because I knew no matter how hard I tried, I would never be able to escape the life I was born with.

My walls were closing in…

Phillip couldn’t see that side of me. I even hid it from my friends. I’d go from laughing hysterically to crying within seconds… all at my own expense. My life was a joke, and I started to wonder if the world would have been better…

… if I never existed…

That was what my mother always told me anyway. I thought about just giving her the rest of my money and then simply disappearing.

I’d often think about my life while staring at the highway from the bridge that crossed over it on my campus. I started to wonder… What if I just… jumped…?

I hadn’t made any decisions yet, but I spent more and more time standing over that bridge. My thoughts were getting darker, and my brain was growing tired.

Then, like I failed many times before, I tried to say goodbye to Phillip once again…

I wanted to come over and see how he’d act whenever I wasn’t forcing him to do what I wanted. I wanted his last memory of me to be peaceful; something that he could look back on and know that I accepted him, just as he was.

When I said goodbye, he immediately noticed that something was off. It was more than me treating him nicely for once. He knew that I wasn’t myself. He knew that there was a storm brewing inside me.

That bridge… I needed to get to that bridge… at least before he could stop me…

I don’t know why I ran away from him. I don’t even know why I wanted to get to that bridge. However, while I was running towards it, I noticed that he was chasing after me. Most importantly, I realized that no matter what I was going through, he would always be there when I needed him the most.

Strangely enough, from that moment on, I started to feel better about myself. Although I was a broken woman, my wounds were starting to heal.

Perhaps it was because I was the one who had finally experienced peace when I was with him, just being my normal self. Or maybe it was because not only had he showed me love, and proven that no matter what happened, even if I tried to run away from him, it was impossible for me to escape the unending care he had for me.

I was a terrible person. I was an abuser, and I never treated him the way he truly deserved. Still, he accepted me as I was. And for the first time in my life, I could start to accept myself too, because he had proven that his love for me was unwavering.

Only time would tell what was in store for Phillip and me. But from that point on, I felt comfort knowing he would always run to my rescue no matter what storms were ahead.

Still, I had to say goodbye to him for the time being. However, for the first time, I knew it wasn’t truly goodbye.

This was more of a, “See you later,” until I could create the environment I felt safe bringing him in. And also, I had some growing up to do on my own before I could ever consider myself deserving of his compassion.

My mother and I continued to battle while I took my hiatus from Phillip. He needed to focus on medical school for a while anyway. He also needed to figure out if his girlfriend was worth his efforts anymore.

I didn’t know anything about their situation. She had always seemed so insignificant to me. I never even bothered to see what she looked like. I thought it was best to know as little about her as possible.

In the midst of the negotiations with my mother, I began working at a coffee shop right off campus. I picked up practically every shift they had available. I had nothing but time, considering I was no longer on the swim team and I was taking the year off from classes.

Somewhere along the line, a young couple started coming to the shop regularly. I thought they were a couple, at least.

At first, I felt bad for the girl because the guy was secretly hitting on me whenever she wasn’t around. I learned that she had a boyfriend, but even though she wasn’t in love with him, like she was the guy she was seeing, she wasn’t ready to leave him yet.

Never once did I accept any of his advances. He could have been lying to me for all I knew. Besides, he had a cocky and self-centered type of persona. I was more into smaller guys who lacked self-confidence… like Phillip…

Speaking of Phillip, I found it odd at first that this girl’s name was Tina, just like his girlfriend. Initially, I thought nothing of it, because Tina is such a common name. However, the more I thought about the dynamic that the guy, Romeo, explained to me, the more I realized it could be her.

I wanted to contact Phillip so I could let him know what I had possibly uncovered. However, I decided it was best to keep quiet for the time being and do some research myself.

After all, leaving it up to him probably wasn’t the best course of action. He had always been a bit naïve, and I didn’t like his odds, standing up against those two.

Then finally… I saw him again… Phillip…

He entered the store, and though it had been months since I last saw him, it was like he never left. All those same butterflies came flying back inside me. The warmth that he brought me, the comfort… it was like everything was back to the way it was supposed to be.

Unfortunately, my time with him with cut short when Romeo entered the store. As soon as their eyes met, they immediately began talking.

I could tell by how flustered Romeo was that Phillip was the last person he wanted to see. I could only assume that Tina was on the way, and that Romeo wanted to leave so they wouldn’t get caught by Phillip.

It was so great to see Phillip again… especially after all I had been through with my mother…

I, once again, had to say goodbye to him, but this time, it wasn’t because of anything in my own life. I needed to see if that couple would eventually come back to the coffee shop together once they realized Phillip wouldn’t return. I knew it could take weeks, or even months, but the only way this thing would find its resolution was if Philip caught them red-handed, and I was there to stand by his side.

I bided my time and tricked Romeo into thinking I didn’t know Phillip. Once he and Tina concluded that Phillip showing up was a onetime event, they eventually grew comfortable enough to resume meeting there again. That’s when I struck… and begged Phillip to come at once.

It was finally time…

Meanwhile, behind the scenes, when my money still wasn’t good enough for my mother, and I demanded to see how she could possibly need so much assistance, she finally folded and admitted that she was never sick to begin with. This had just been a ploy to guilt me into giving her the inheritance she truly thought she deserved for suffering through the burden of my existence.

Of course, I was furious, and I was reminded not only of the scumbag human being my mother was, but also that I’d never be able to escape her because nothing would ever be good enough for her. There was nothing I could say to make her understand the pain she had brought me.

She had already blamed me for the entire situation to begin with. It was a losing battle, and now knowing that I’d always have Phillip to show me love, I realized I no longer had anything to seek from the woman who gave birth to me.

That’s what she was now… just the woman who gave birth to me… not my mother…

With the most conviction I had ever felt in my life, I took all the money from my bank account and I gave it to her. Just as my father had instructed to me, I wished for her to do with the money whatever she pleased.

In return, she was to never contact me again. She never wanted me in her life to begin with. By giving her every last dollar to my name, I had lifted the hold she had on me. There was no longer anything she could ask of me.

The chains that once bound me now ceased to exist…

And now suddenly… in a strange twist of fate… I found myself in front of the three members of a love triangle that had suddenly imploded. However, that wasn’t how I saw it at all…

For once in my life, I had now come to Phillip’s rescue… outside of a simple swim-a-thon. And this was no longer a love triangle. I had simply returned to claim what had always truly been mine…

My love… My Phillip…

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At last…

At last… I had reached this pivotal moment. And with my mother now gone from my life for good… I could finally address what was truly important to me; the one constant that had always showed me compassion…

… and that was… my love… Phillip…

He was now standing in front of his girlfriend and his supposed friend, who had secretly been in a relationship behind his back. Phillip was devastated. He didn’t know how to handle himself. But fortunately for me, after everything I had gone through, those other two were the least of my worries.

After taking off my apron and releasing my hair so it could flow with the wind, I announced what had always been in my heart. I finally announced what had always been true. Of course, that was… my undying love for Phillip…

“The chains that once held me hostage no longer exist. I am now free to do as I please. And all I want right now… all that I’ve ever wanted… is to be with my one true love… Phillip.”

All three of them stared at me with wide eyes and their jaws falling to the ground. Phillip, of course, didn’t know what to say. I figured he assumed I was lying just so I could save him from those degenerates.

Unfortunately, before I could continue rescuing him, I first needed to address the angry little girl he once called his girlfriend. There was practically steam coming out of her ears from the way she was seething. This left me confused, since she never seemed to care for Phillip in the first place.

“What the fuck do you mean he’s been cheating on me this entire time?!” the little brat yelled, having a temper tantrum. She then turned her attention towards Phillip, as if he owed her an explanation or any amount of courtesy. “Is this slut telling the truth?! Have you been cheating on me with her?!”

Phillip began stuttering, since he was too afraid to face someone with such vitriol. It was a problem he had his entire life, and since he was in such an emotional state, I didn’t expect him to handle confrontation very well.

Luckily… he had me there by his side.

Smiling at him, I instructed, “Tell the little girl how long we’ve been seeing each other.”

Phillip slowly turned his head towards her and admitted, “Julia and I… have been seeing each other… since before I met you…”

“Seeing her?!” the stupid girl reacted. “What exactly do you mean by seeing her?!”

I interrupted their conversation, bringing the focus back to me. “He means we were having sex,” I explained with a confident smirk on my face. “Raunchy, nasty, kinky sex.”

The little girl threw her hands in the air like she just couldn’t understand how someone would have the audacity to be unfaithful. “I can’t believe I’ve been dating a cheater for all these years! You’ve been lying to me this entire time! You tricked me into thinking you were a good person!”

Her response was so silly that I didn’t even think it was worth addressing. However, just to humor myself, I turned my eyes towards the guy she was cheating on Phillip with and asked, “How do you feel about this?”

He looked at me and raised eyebrows. “How do I feel about what?”

“How do you feel about your girlfriend’s other boyfriend cheating on her?”

Immediately, the little girl became defensive over her secret partner. “Leave Romeo out of this! You don’t understand my situation at all!”

I couldn’t help but let out a little giggle. “Of course you don’t want me talking to this guy either,” I started, while thinking back to the private conversations we’d have before she’d show up to the shop. “He tried to ask me out plenty of times… He would have cheated on you with me as well.”

Of course, the first reaction I saw on that stupid girl’s face was denial. She didn’t want to believe me, but when she saw Romeo standing there, avoiding eye-contact with the rest of us, there was no denying the truth to my claim.

“It’s just going to keep happening,” I explained, erasing the smirk from my face. “You can date as many guys as you’d like, but they’ll still want other women. You’re just not the type of girl who can keep a man’s entire attention.”

Of course, she snapped at me, and she even clutched her fists, like she could possibly do something to me. “You don’t fucking know what you’re talking about!” she said, showing pure evil in her eyes. “You don’t know a fucking thing about me!”

I could see it on her face, I could read it in her body language, and I could feel it in her aura. Phillip had always given clues, but I chose to reserve judgment until I actually met her. But now… now that she was standing before me… I was confident that I knew more about her than I ever wanted to know.

“You’re just like my mother,” I said, letting out a sigh as I reminisced about the sad ending to that relationship. Then, continuing, I explained, “You only care about what others provide you in a relationship. You’ve never once cared about what you provided Phillip.”

“Is that so?! You think you have it all figured out, huh?!”

I nodded my head, confirming the unfortunate truth. “I do… And also… your chest and your butt are too small… And your legs probably aren’t that nice either… You look like you’ve never jumped once in your life. Of course, Phillip cheated on you with me. He couldn’t even delete my photos from his phone.”

She then yelled something at me, but to be honest, I put such little value in her existence that I didn’t even comprehend any of the words that came out of her mouth. Instead, my focus was all on Phillip now. And as he stood there, still wide eyed and shaking, I approached him so I could finally claim what was mine.

With my back turn towards that guy, as well as that girl who was still yelling about something, I sent a message to the only person I really cared about. “That’s right, Phillip,” I assured, gently putting my hands on his shocked face. “She never cared about your needs. But I’m here now, and I know exactly what you want.”

He kept staring at me with those frightened eyes of his that always looked so cute whenever I took advantage of him. He couldn’t even move a muscle as I pulled him in and planted my lips directly on his.

I even forced him to make-out with me a little bit. It wasn’t as deep of a kiss as I would have liked, but with my audience standing there, watching… I had at least shown them that Phillip was now my property.

Phillip’s lips hardly moved, but I could have kissed him forever. He was still shaking, and even after I pulled my tongue out of his mouth, he looked as if he had seen a ghost.

Meanwhile, glancing back, I couldn’t help but have a smirk on my face as I noticed the expressions of our audience. Romeo looked as if he were jealous of Phillip once again getting a girl he thought he deserved. But even better, that stupid girl was furious after witnessing me driving my tongue down her ex-boyfriend’s throat.

“If that’s how you want to be, then fine!” she screamed, walking past us with tears forming in her eyes. “Come on, Romeo! I can’t stand being around these sick mother fuckers for another second!”

Before that confused guy could leave, I grabbed Phillip by the hand to display our unbreakable bond. “Hey, don’t go trying to mess this relationship up too,” I joked, causing both him and Phillip to stare at me with their eyebrows raised. “Unlike that little bitch, I’ll never take Phillip for granted, so I think it’s best you two find another store to get your coffee.”

It looked like there was so much he wanted to say, but he didn’t have time to spill the beans. Instead, he just ran off, probably hoping he could coerce that stupid girl into some comfort sex.

Meanwhile, I had my own relationship to address now. Phillip, the only one of those three that I actually cared about, was left standing with me, with his head down. I kept his hand in mine, but he wasn’t ready to look at me yet. All he could do was stare down at the ground while contemplating the emotional event that had just unfolded in front of him.

“I know you’re going through a lot right now,” I started while tightening my grip on his soft little hand. “But I’m here for you now, okay?”

He took a step to the side, and I followed, before he sat on the edge of a planter and covered his face with his other hand. “I can’t believe this…” he said, loathing over what he thought was another failure. “I was with her for three years… and she was cheating on me the whole time… How could I be so stupid?!”

I stared at him, unfazed by his self-deprecation. “Stand up,” I instructed, feeling no need to dwell on our unfortunate pasts.

He kept his eyes down and shook his head. “I can’t… I just need a moment to…”

“I said stand up,” I interrupted in a firm tone before grabbing him and forcing him up to his feet.

Phillip stared at me with wide eyes, like he was shocked that I would pull him up to his feet. “Why are you making me stand?”

I looked him dead in his eyes and showed him the compassion that only he had ever given me. “Because you need to get up and stop feeling so sorry for yourself. And whenever you can’t stand on your own, I will be here to pick you up, and make sure you understand how valuable you are.”

His eyes began to water, and his lips trembled. “Valuable? Are you sure you’re not just saying this because you feel sorry for me…? I’m so pathetic…”

“Feel sorry for you? Why would I feel sorry for someone I admire so much?”

I could see hope in his eyes as he started to believe the words that were coming out of my mouth. “Wait… You were being serious? You weren’t lying about the stuff you told Tina earlier?”

Staring into those innocent brown eyes of his, I smiled, and took a moment to bask in this beautiful moment that surrounded us.

At last… I had reached this pivotal moment. At last… I was free to do as I pleased. And at last…

… I looked him face to face, and with all my heart, I told him…

… “I love you.”

To be continued…

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