When love becomes hate -Part 1💔

When love becomes hate -Part 1💔

You don’t want me to forget that day, do you? You know how important it is to us... I said through my flowing tears as I looked up at him. I hated his response so much... How do I even explain how much I love him? The heart and everything I gave him doesn’t deserve just this little time.

The clock was already showing 2 AM... It was so hard to sleep. My mind, my thoughts, my whole body still longed for him so much. When I thought back to how he answered me today - “ I don’t want you except for playing around, let’s end this now” - it hurt so much. “Oh Lord, how can I live with this kind of pain? The one I thought loved me was just cheating on me.”

I probably fell asleep crying. When I woke up, the sun was already high. My eyes were swollen and red. When I went into the bathroom to freshen up, the first thing I saw were my puffy eyes. I hated it so much... Even opening my eyes felt difficult.

Even when my mom called me to come eat, I didn’t want to go out... I don’t want to be seen like this. Their daughter who used to be strong, good, and cheerful... I don’t want to be seen this broken because of one man.

I lay in bed all day... thinking too much. My mind was in chaos, I didn’t even know what to think anymore. When I remembered our past - how he used to cherish me, care for me so much... all of that felt too real to just be fake.

Wait for part-2…