Before We were Us

Before We were Us

Cause i always want to know the way to you, and i love the art of loving you.

The ocean at summer day. The sun hit the wave so perfectly, the wavy blue with sparkle glow. It looks like the ocean fall so deeply into the light of the sun. That make her prettier than everything else. And maybe the sun just do his job.. Shines for anyone. But maybe the ocean take it is a little different. It knows that the sun can make her looks so lovely.

But it’s not about the ocean and the sun. It’s about us. Haven’t be us, actually. But it will,,, right? The feminine intuition tell me. Wonder what actually happen with me. Sunk into this feeling so deeply, while i’m the one who should make anyone sunk into me. But you shine so bright that i can’t even see the any darkness.

You hit me with every shine you have. I disappear in your light. And that’s one time, i know that this is not just because your shine. Cause i know i like it when i lost into you. I’m the one who let you consume me. And since then, i want you to feel the same too. The same bright that can consume you and make you feel so lovely.

And under the twilight, you make me people’s favorite. Cause it’s the time when i shine the prettiest, because of you. When you slowly disappear from people’s eyes, seems like you sunk into me too. But i know you’re just pass me by. But i don’t mind at all. I know one day, you will stay with me. I hope so..

I know, i’m in love. Everyone knows too. And so, you too. So let me love you like i do. Even when you haven’t feel the same with me. I’ll try to make you feel the shine of me too that can make you feel prettier everytime i’m around you. But would you let me? Please..

And today i decided to show all the love i have for you. I don’t want to hide it at all. I want you to know that you’re someone’s reason to smile, to shine brigther each day so you can feel the warm from it too, and remove all the coolness pain that you hide, maybe. I want to lead you with me to the finest hour of your life.

Hope i never lose this desire. To make you and me, be us. Make you feel loved is all my vision now. I don’t know what would happen in the future, would i give up… or keep loving you even when i failed to make you love me back. But i always pray the best for you. Cause i always want to know the way to you, and i love the art of loving you.

Oh, my love. I hope one day you can feel the happiness i feel when i see you. Hope one day you can heal from all the pain when you know you have me. One day you can make feel loved so hard by you. And the one day or day one trend, will make me always feel blessed to have met you in this life time.

All the dreams crossing my fate, i hope it involves you. And i hope i would never say “see you when our path cross again”.

23 May 2026 [Laranea-23.01]