Melancholy Days and Remembering time with Izzy (Part -1)

Some raw writing maybe?

There are days when I don't feel so fancy about my words.So many thoughts but most probably no words. Anyways.

Have you ever felt like out of the blue you miss someone soo much and you have no contact with them and you know how they were but they think you have no clue. well for a person who has been with hard strings of love and so many stories, I do understand many things. Its funny when you see a story from a third person perspective and you want to do something about it but you can’t.

well Today’s story is about Nisarg and his hopeless love for Izzy. Well Izzy in sense Isabella. Weird it may sound but from the day i was invited to the movies out of the blue I had my doubts over it. This sounds soo like spilling the tea but let me tell you its not. Izzy is kind of eccentric self centered not so bad of a girl who can’t commit to one thing. she comes out very strong but trust me she hides her fears behind her bold personality. Talk of some other day maybe. Let me take you back to days when i was very very good friend of Vishnu who was very close to Ryan; Izzy’s boyfriend. Izzy was with ryan from a very long time. they showed to people after long but they were together. When you see through a normal person you can see Izzy being being that easy going girl to a macho man. but when you look closely it was evident that Izzy use to be predominately dominant over Ryan and him just being in too much love being easy going with every single thing.

Being with Vishnu for more than three forth the day i was with ryan and izzy for a long time to get into their o so dramatic relationship. Being a silent observant i always kept myself to myself with a smile when asked for opinions on their muse when they had some conflict. Mostly it was always Ryan being exclusive and Izzy being in open relationship. there were too many people between them to make it complex as it is.

But then they played Tennis together and you can see a strong compatibility. they used to complete each other. Being same yet different to complete each other. Trust me I really liked Izzy as she was. I do have a cordial relation with her even today as we speak. Her being very considerate to me and coming for help when in problem. Or her enthusiastic game or performance invitation. I did like her. but when it concerned to commitment or rather i say so called concept of “love” we were fundamentally different. I didnt much like her hoping like a butterfly from flower to flower nature but i kept it to myself seeing that it didn't much did any damage.

Things started to take their turns when suddenly one day Nisarg called me to come watch movie with them. them? him ryan and izzy. quite a non expected trio. more surprising was the fact that nisarg didnt much enjoy the entire cinema thing. like he would / might come along but to be this excited over a movie was something i didnt expect. and where was his bestie Max? he never went to mostly any place by that time without him. It was quite strange as it was and then there was izzy on the door of my dorm insisting me to join. This actually at the first glance looked all scamming. but then out of curiosity (very honestly ;p) I went along. By the end of the movie and the dinner it was evident that Nisarg was having his shot with Izzy. he was measuring the waters and making a good spot with ryan and it wasn’t all intentional but being a little elder then them and being a bit experienced you can observe things people might not.

Problem was I knew all three of them individually and I did have a faint idea of the future but I didnt had heart to tell it to anyone among those three. At that time i thought that maybe destiny taking its turn would be the greatest. Few days later Ryan just came to me asking if i felt anything out of place and i just said him that i don’t see anything i haven’t. and dodge the topic.I did ask him about it and he was into telling me how he felt that nisarg was being too naggy behind both of them and that i know him to maybe know the reason. I just said i didnt and we moved on a different topic. week passed and I met nisarg and Max over dinner in the University mess. Max being max who I am not sure reveals the truths out of innocence or is he just concerened and trusts to tell me to bring a solution out of it. either ways out of his talks he just said about his plight how he goes early to one of their classes keeps space in the front row so that nisarg can invite izzy to sit with him and then he himself goes back and how he finds it annoying and when nisarg eyed him he just stopped. Trust me looking them i would have almost laughed but i just dodged the topic to something else thinking that it was evident that nisarg didn't wanted me into it.

One fine day we had dance competition in the campus and Izzy was talking her shot with her eccentric solo performance and guess who i say in the queue of students hooting and cheering and maybe embarrassing himself by giving a standing ovation when half of them didn't even applauded. well for a friend he is a great one to support i must say but to others he makes his feelings so clear. well things started to go back that day a bit. after the performance he barged out alone among the huge crowed of people making it evident that he was there only to watch her performance. let me tell you nisarg isnt someone whom you will figure out at such events so it was surprising as it was and now this. Well Ryan did come again telling about nisarg and what i thought about it and everything. the thing was I didnt wanted to get into them very honestly and it wasn’t just nisarg, there were few more who were behind Izzy and would do anything over her call. I just said to Ryan to relax and believe in his love.

This story is getting more twisted ahead. Stay Tuned for part-2 .

Author’s Note : These stories are based on real incidents. The names and situations are changed for security purposes. We do not aim to do any damage to anyone . this stories just aim to bring into light some common situations and create an atmosphere where people can feel at ease with their own troubles with love and life.