Ego-lotion

The ego, fragmentation, can only exist if there is evolution: from A to B. Because, “where there is no evolution, there is nothing”… :)) Where B is (theoretically) better than A… Fragmentation arises because of purpose. When there is neither purpose nor cause, the ego can no longer exist.

Fragmentation feels a sense of impending death when there is no longer any purpose, cause, or evolution. It enters a state of collapse. The mind is formed from—and has its “origin” in—desire and evolution: the existence of A and B...

"(Re)Incarnation" stems from the desire to set things right: "You'll see, it'll be better this time..." :)) In fact, there’s nothing but that desire to fix things (the B), to do something because… something isn’t right: guilt : ) The ego grows over time, which is why time and the ego are one and the same. To “gain” time, parasitic entities steal your time—that is, your present moment—which you give up in exchange for the illusion of the ego.

In reality, these “parasitic entities” are created by the very desire to postpone the inevitable—this being the very “substance” from which they are formed, as the totality’s response to… our “desire” transformed into intention, that of becoming… something :))

That is why there is always an anti-something there, an anti-universe made up of the exact opposite of what we have… here. The totality always responds to our most intimate “desire”—that is, the structure of which we are composed—not the mind.

The mind is just an artificial and superficial layer, just a new toy. The “evolutionary” path from A to B is a path of guilt, of blame, of “fixing things,” of “I have to do something”—it’s just existential anxiety that arises from a false premise: “I” and “who I am.” The mind and the entire structure of the ego are built on the idea that “at some point you’ll find out who you are, you’ll reach point B, and then everything will be fine.”

But you won’t find out who you are—or if you’re anything at all—and you’ll never reach that point B—because B is a false destination, a byproduct of the game of hide-and-seek you play with yourself. It’s all just a postponement of A, the point of origin. If you find out who you are, then that means you’re (already) dead: simply… frozen in place : ) There’s no way you can ever reach a B because everything is already in A.

If you want evolution, then the universe will give you... as much "evolution" as you want, until you get tired of it :))

In reality, you haven't gone anywhere: you didn't come from anywhere, you didn't arrive anywhere, and you didn't leave anywhere. You've been here the whole time. If something seems different, if it seems off, it's because of amnesia :))