Dreams.

I have this dream. I’m driving down this road in the middle of no where. The sun is bright, the road is clear, there’s nothing and no one around as far as I can see.

What do I think it means?

I don’t know. I just know that it makes me feel, like this longing. Like I’m missing something. I’ve never driven down a road like that. I don’t even have a car, it’s been years since I drove. But I can picture it now, I don’t even have to close my eyes or anything.

No. I’m happy with my life. I never had any big ideas or dreams of wanting to be anything. I just wanted to be me, but I never really got a chance. Life just happened y’know? People, my family, friends, wife, kids, they all just wanted things more than I did. If that makes sense? Like they wanted their thing, more than I wanted mine, and it’s always been easier, smoother, if I just went along with it. There was never anything thatI was like, oh I have to do that, and if there was, then I must’ve forgotten it — which means it was never that important to me in the first place, right?

And if I do ever feel, some kind of way about, whatever, I just think about that road in the middle of nowhere, the sun being bright, the road clear, nothing and no one around, as far as I can see.