Prequel: Warning

Prequel: Warning

Look, what's coming next is pure, unfiltered, unedited raw chaos.

My brain moves so fast I can barely keep up with it myself, and this writing reflects exactly that. It’s actually so chaotic that I had to send it to my therapist first. She said it was…interesting, she loved it and said it gave her some real insight, but it’s completely unfinished. Honestly, it's one of those pieces that could just keep going for infinity, which probably tells you everything you need to know about what it’s like inside my head.

I’ve been back and forth on whether I should even post this. Will people get it? Will they relate? I know some of you will look at it and instantly feel it, and others are just going to be confused. When you do finally read it, it’s going to feel like fifty different thoughts all crashing into each other at the exact same time. My thoughts are my thoughts, and I own my chaos in all forms.

When I do drop it, do me a Favor: just center yourself. When you hit the end, close your eyes for a second and actually think about it. I promise you, if you listen through the noise, there’s something in there you’ll be able to relate to even if you don’t truly understand.