Hanging it up.

For now…

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June 2, 2017

I took down all my profiles and I’m going to be celibate and see how this plays out for a bit. I’m about ready to hang it up on this online dating bullshit regardless. The sex doesn’t make me feel guilty. It makes me feel empty and without purpose or direction. It’s not fun to feel bad. And I’m awfully tired of being so one sided. There’s so much more to me than sexual expression. There’s an empty aspect to capturing a man’s attention through that means exclusively. Like most women, I’d like to be valued first for my mind and further down the list for my skills in giving head.