I feel like all that coul help me are my friends.

I am just a teenager, thats what i hear when i try to teel someone how i feel, I’m getting eaten out by anxiety and I dont have to anybody to help, all the frends I have are fake and i just feel more lonely staying with them, school isnt helpingcause i have exams and I would just like to let a breath out and saying that its fine now. It’s the second time i cry alone in my room without a real reason, i just cry and think at what could help, at a distraction to feel better, and there actually is, I have one good friend, he is everything i have, but he lives far away and i would just like to be able to hang out with him again laugh sleep over at his house, you know, the things you do with your best friend, but i can’t because i cant go away from here, and I feel so lonely, I feel lost. I would just like that someone could give me a hug and tell me that it’s okay, but I have to keep it in cause i can’t let tha people see me like this, or I would just look weaker, i used to be a lot of friends but now i dont have anybody, i would just like to see my friend again.